I'm Hurrt ;-(

almost 3 weeks i think ... something happen between me and my bestfriends ... hanya kerana his words .. make me cry .. make me really2 hurt .. i don't know why ... i really know him .. kami kenal since 1999 .. masa my 1st time entered UiTM .. i love him ... he is my dear best friends .. my true friends masa susah dan juga masa senang .. but.. kali nie .. i don't know ... dia sudah memujuk .. meminta maaf .. and i know he already try his best .. he try everything to make our relationship back to normal ... but until now he still can see the anger from my eyes ... it's not anger my dear .. i'm still hurt until now sememangnya mmg mudah mengucapkan kata maaf .. tetapi walau kita sudah memaafkan mengapa rasa sakit & terluka itu masih ada ??? what shud i do ???